Chara-Design: a lonely god

2-day concept art on the theme "Divine"
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A human killed himself, out of self-loathing,
but he reincarnated as a mighty god in world of Void.

He was looking like a normal human, with big gem on his torso.
He used the gem's power to create a world with the spectral arms coming from it. Little by little.

He felt contempt although, yet again, he felt utter self-loathing and tried to kill himself.
Yet he lived, for he was a mighty god.
He now has been ripping his flesh and torturing himself for eons, looking like a mummy.

A human, descendant of his creations, is determined to climb him and make him see the beauty inside of him.